** Fate,Is a love curse which can never be broken.If we are fated,We will meet again.``

2010-08-23T16:59:00.002+08:00

HELLO HELLO!

I've been so busy/lazy recently. Nope, I'm not beaten down by worklife.
Just that, I'm trying to have a good work-life balance. (In case you dunno, but my company emphasis on this a lot! LOL.)
Haha! So when I'm not at work, I'll be somewhere outside at the movies, club, shopping, drinking or chilling somewhere!

Had chalet with my girls. Was a really awesome one. It's always fun & laughter with them around.
Had bbq. Ate a lot, lky a whole truck of food! Srsly, now the sight of sausage makes me, PUKE!
Bcos, that alene & eling bought like so muchhhhhh! OMG.

Also went to KL with cash & co. same, fun too! Hahaha! But was lky damn tired. Did not sleep much!
Zzzzzz! And sadly, I did not really shop much too! Nothing much to buy. Prolly cos we didn’t have a lot of time too!
It's lky we're racing for tym in KL. Haha!

Anyway, I finally, like finally, GOT MY IPHONE 4. yuppie x 10 ! But hope, no problem with it. :)

Okay, I risked my ricebowl blogging at work. So, back to work! 1 more hours & it'll be home sweet home for me! :D

2010-06-28T21:35:00.001+08:00

HELLO! ♥

nope, i'm not died. i'm still well & alive!
just tt, work is really keeping me really tired & busy.
has been a month since i started work. things are not as smooth
but imma still going strong. :)

previously, was cash's & ken's bday.
ken's bday, late late dinner @ holland v breko.

thn, cash's bday. his brother & malaysia friends came SG
to celebrate his bday for him. so sweet lo !
we went farmart!

after dinner @ farmart, we went jurong hill.
cos, we have a surprise for the both of them!
ALBUMS! we did album for both of them. they're like so touched.
i swear they TEARED! hahahah!

as for their presents, we got a laptop each for the both of them.
ya, pok kai liao. hahahaha!

thn, arena, combined celebration for the both of them.

my new goal in life. ♥

worldcup has been on for sometime already.
& of course, i lost alot also. damn it!
this worldcup is crazy! rahhhhh!
whatever it is, ARGENTINA GOGOGO!

okay, goodbye my lovesss. ♥

不要用我的愛來傷害我.♥

2010-05-23T22:21:00.000+08:00

sry. im lky really fcuking busy recently.
finished up MAP, submitted alrdy.
thn focused on my job-hunting.
interviews & blahs.

got a job alrdy. but contract lasts for 6mths only.
anyway, i'm quitting soon alrdy. haha!
cos got another better job off. perm post somemore.
well, but, ibet it's gonna be lky damn stress.
so i dunno how long i'll last. i just hope all goes well for me
in the new comp.

the comp i'm at now, got really good people, good boss.
easy job, low stress lvl. but, too bad, the package wasnt
what i wanted. :(

conclusion, good luck to myself.
may i have more tolerance, determination and motivation.

w a job now, i got so many things i wanna get lahhhh!

IPHONE.
always didnt got it cos i had a itouch. until lky this 1 or 2mths,
i've decided to get a iphone alrdy cos my itouch gonna be dead alrdy!

& while my itouch gonna be died,
my comp gonna to chui alrdy. i am jus hoping
it will last me till i get a new lappy.
for now, vaio will be my choice. :)

camera, S90. my sis bf got one.
& it's fcuking good & it's small!

and, finally, something tt i dun really need.
but probably jus wan to add it in to my possesion. :)

srsly, been thru alot of things recently tt almost
killed my mind & heart. i dun like 2010. :(
i want to be happy. i want everyone tt i love to be happy.

2010-05-06T03:41:00.012+08:00

i am not busy, i'm just lazy.

Photo taken when we went to ECP ! =)

Last fri, headed GENTING.
with family & cash & tong.
awesome fun. but, even awesome shag.
hahaha! lazy to go into details.
photos! :))

ENJOY ! =)

as day passes by, the dateline of my MAP report is nearer.
once in a while, i think of my report, i get fcuking stressed up.
IDUNNOHOWTODO IDUNNOHOWTODO IDUNNOHOWTODO !

anyway, jobhunting, no news yet.
not going very well. economy problem or my problem?
FML FML FML !
_____________________________________

我的耳朵只想听你说话.
我的眼睛容不下一粒沙.
我的妒忌闷的没有道理.
跟随著你的天气调整我的悲或喜.
你要晴天我不敢下雨.
见到你快乐我才能宽心.
只要你开口我都会附议.
但是你却没有对我表态的勇气.
莫非是我自作多情. ♥

2010-04-21T23:41:00.005+08:00

HELLOOOO MY LOVESSSS.

last wed night, headed ARENA w my HTF.
fun night w them. lovess them ttm.
very lazy to upload photo.

thks to cousin for fetching me home. ♥

sat night, went ECP for dinner w cash, ken & cousin.
thn walked ard. home sweet home after awhile.

thn sun, four of us went cycling @ ECP AGAIN!
haha. quite a last min decision la.
tt's the thing abt us, TOTALLY RANDOM. haha.
was a fun one except for the aching legs. LOL.

dinner @ some HK cafe. headed to loyang dua pek gong to
pray thn off to cine for movie, KICK ASS.
lky so boohoohoo. NOT NICE AT ALL. dissapointing.
photos still with cash. will get it from him soon.

was doing my MAP report recently. lky wtf la.
I DUNNO HOW TO DO. i'd rather go thru another exam
thn to do this damn report!
went to sch library, national library & blahs.

just now, went dinner w cousin @ PASTA MANIA.
thn icecream @ UDDERS. we ♥ icecream. heeee. :)

am going down to IMPRESS tml to get my hair dyed.
cos, nxt tues got interview. i think my current
hair colour, CMI. lol.

andandand, IMMA SO LOOKING FORWARD TO 30TH APRIL
cos, WE'E GOING TO GENTING GENTING!
it's not genting tt's making me all excited.
it's bcos it has been a long tym since the whole family
went together & this tym, plus ken, cash & tong!

some randoms.

ok, KUDOS! back to my MAP. _!_

_________________________________

when you said you miss me, i know it wasnt right from ur heart.
it's just an habit of yours.
but when i said I MISS YOU, i really meant it.

2010-04-16T04:28:00.002+08:00

There is this one guy, who never made it out of my heart.

From the very first eye contact we made, I sort of knew, knew that, IMMA GONNA LOVE HIM SO MUCH.

It's been lky almost 2years. Nothing changes.
Except that, he gets deeper & deeper into my heart.
Like it's stuck in the mud, you find it so hard to pull it out.

Friends? Yes.
Best of the friends? Yes too.
Soulmates? Maybe.
But, we never made it to be in LOVE.

I was never a dare-devil when it comes to "ILOVEYOU".
My friends always tell me,
"There's nothing to be afraid, just go for it. You never know, he might
be the one. You have to try."

I told her,
"But you never knew, I am not afraid of rejections, I am just afraid,
we can't even be friends. I'd rather remain status quo."

Confession either lead you to a start or to an end.
It's a gamble, a gamble that i never dared to risk.

Sometimes, he would call.
Sometimes, we have nothing to speak.
Just asking some random things,then silence.
It would end in just awhile. But it was all enough for me.
But sometimes, we could talk like everything. From A-Z.
Our conversations always sounds so cheery.

The only times when the laughters are missing is when he's down.
He would tell me how he loved and missed her.

I, on the other side of the phone, trying hard to hide my sadness and
consoling him and telling him some 'love philosophy'.

He is one person, whom I will never get it right.
I never know, when he mean it & when he don't.
Sometimes, I am so afraid to believe his words,
cos I'll only hurt myself even more.

But as times passes, I've learnt to be strong.
Hiding my tears with my laughters.
Hoping my laughters would cheer him up a little.

Up till today, I've started to understand/realise many things.
Like, wewouldneverbetogther.

I'd always have this little glimmer of hope,
that miracles do happen. I know, ILLUSION.

I've told myself many times, GIVE UP & LET IT GO.
But, how much determination & strength does one need to really do that?

I've tried, giving him the cold shoulder a few times.

Building up walls between me & him.
Maybe he could sense me doing all this.
he could just break the walls so easily.

I don't know when I'll really get him outta of my heart.
I am not having any hope nor wishing for any miracle.

Life goes on & it will, until he's gone from my heart.
Right now, I'm just doing my best to cherish our friendship. :)

________________________________________

P/S : just an urge to express all out.
P/P/S: i am still a happy kid! :)

2010-04-13T01:31:00.001+08:00

SORRY FOR THE DAMN LONG NVR UPDATE.

as usual lah, have been busy.
just finished my last module for the whole course.
which means, I'M GRADUATING SOON.

one more project to go.
MAP. MGMT APPLICATION PROJECT.
i bet, this is gonna drive me nuts. REAL NUTS.

nvm, will start working on it tml. shall not think too much
abt it 1st.

and also, started looking for jobs alrdy.
things not going very smoothly. quite dejected over this issue.

but of cos, you know, i'm the happy-go-lucky-cant-be-bothered type.
life still goes on for me even when i'm facing all this issues.

anyway, have watched X-FUTURE COPS w yun.
kuakuakua. not very nice. i wld lky rate it lkyonly 2.5/5?
my personal pov lah. perharps some andy lau fans think
tt i am just doing injustice to this movie.
but of course, some scenes are lky damn gan chiong.
it's the storyline tt i dont really like.
have yet to watch CLASH OF THE TITANS.mostly catching it this wkend.nice anot ah?there are lky very extreme positive & negative reviews.making me all confused whether it's worth to watch not.LOL.
ok la, srsly, i'm lky damn hell lazy to update.
nth much to update also.
yea, leading a real boring life recently.
ok, bye my lovessss. =)

p/s: chanellovechua is still baobeichua.
p/p/s: i want shisha session soon!
p/p/p/s: guanyinma, bless me pls! ty.

2010-03-28T03:49:00.009+08:00

i'm lky OHSOMADSHAGGED mode right now.
but cos, my itouch batt went flat. thks to ken yip.
& i got a weird habit. i need it to be fully charged, ALWAYS.
yes, even when i'm slping.
so, i'm waiting for it to be charged now.

XUEQI'S 22nd.
met up w rach & stella first to get pressie for her.
had a bet w the both of them.
the late one will treat the punctual one EGGTART !
obviously, I WON ! HAHAHA !

anyway, the girls came along ard 7pm.
not all made it. only rach, stella, eling, melinda & bday girl, xueqi.
had SUSHI TEI for dinner.
thn, BEN & JERRY for dessert!
p/s : i'm having lots of craving for icecream recently.
chatted & blahblahblah. left ard 11pm.

thks to xueqi's friend, DAVE, for sending rach, stella & me
to jp.

after the meetup w the girls, sam fetched me @ jp.
headed holland v for shisha w ling, sam & cash. =)

ok, i know i'm superly lo-so this tym round.
PHOTOS ! =D

met wifey teo for supper last night.
nb, tt ling lazy dun wan go.
alby & i hated her for tt night cos we cldnt eat roti john.
cos, 2 of us cant finish it ! boohoo. =(

today, headed to 4th uncle's place.
MJ. LOST, =( .
went off ard 7pm.
headed to sam & cash salon. (more abt their salon ltr on)
ken was there too. we headed to somewhere near esplanade to have
late dinner. CASH'S TREAT ! =)
after tt, holland v again for shisha & icecreammmmm. ♥

oh ya, &&&, TONGTONG IS GONNA COOK FOR US ON TUES AGAINNN!
YUPPIE YEA YEA ! =D
CRAB CRAB CRAB. of cos, got other dishes lah.
SALIVATING ALRDY ! *SLURPS.

oh my goodness, itouch only half charged.

OH ! BEFORE I FORGET.
i wanted to mention abt cash & sam's salon.

IMPRESS HAIR STUDIO.
newly opened by 3 person.
located @ chinese garden.
it's near jurong swimming pool. (blk 326)
NOTE : CLOSED ON SUNDAYS.

neighbourhood salon so what.
they've got the skill !

MEN'S HAIRCUT @ $16
LADIES' HAIRCUT @ $18
*includes wash & blow.

other chemical services, i cant really rmb the price.
but, feel free to ask if you've got enquiries! =)

SUPPORT OK !!! TYVM.

ok, goody night my lovess.
gonna slp will my itouch 3/4 charged. =(
mad tired alrdy. zzzzz.

______________________

♥
cos all we had, is broken lky shattered glass.

2010-03-23T02:48:00.001+08:00

imma lky getting so mad lazy to update alrdy.
haha! well, not all of it was laziness.
i was busy too ok! hahaha.

srsly, life getting very boring.
sch, shisha, ktv & suppers ate my 2weeks away.
had my haircut & did a lil shopping.
so lack of clothes.
anyway, i shld start getting proper outfits.
proper as in, yes, face the reality, office wear.

graduating realll soon. angeline & ariel have started their
jobhunt. i'm lky so not motivated to start hunting.
guan yin ma, pls land me in a good job.
*prays hard hardddddd.

last thurs, HOUSE PARTY @ AHSAM'S PLACE.
cos my 2nd aunt & uncle went genting. haha!
madness. we got so addicted to that so classic oldies game.
007, PING, PONG, AHHH!! aha! =D but sadly, no photos taken.

some random photos. ♥

last sat, CHEER COMP. headed to mgs.
did makeup for them & DECS.
ah sam & cash was there to help do the hair.
mad shagged & tired tt day.

thn, after the comp. dad & mum drove me down to sam & cash shop.
waited for them to finish work thn headed to 655A.
tongtong is cooking for us! lky finally!
he's a cook in case you dunno. =)
the food is sooooooooo yummilicious! love it!

招牌奶油鱼
草莓沙拉拌虾球 (my fave! ♥)
家里的鸡

喝不醉滴虾

金牌咸鱼花腩煲
清花炒白花
this prawn dish was a last min one.
cos tongtong bought too much prawns! haha!

he said he's going to cook crabs the nxt tym!
wahahahaha! i'm lky so happy! crabs, ILOVECRABS!

ok, you know, i fell aslp just now at 8pm.
ah sam called me at 10pm. thn i went back to slp.
cash called me at 1am. ya, of cos he tio kan from me.
cos i cant get back to slp alrdy! hahaha!

i'm gonna chiong my dramamas after this.
been so busy & tired recently. finally got tym.
so now i shld thks cash huh? haha.

anyway, i'm meeting my htfgirls this thurs!

yipee ya ya, yipee yipee yaaaa~

p/s: rach & stella, get my eggtarts ready! aha!

____♥____♥____♥_____♥_____♥_____

I'm learning & trying.
Learning to go back to how we used to be.
Trying to not have you in my heart.

"He isnt my boyfriend.
But i love his hugs, his smile, his advice, his kindness,
& the times when we laugh together.
I guess i fell in love with our FRIENDSHIP."

2010-03-07T22:04:00.006+08:00

LAZY SUNDAY.
madness late nightouts this week.
ARENA, PHUTURE, SHISHA, MOVIE, SUPPER & SWINGSSS.

anyway, i'm so in love w MAC PREMIUM BREAKFAST.

AWEEESOMEEEE I TELL YOU!

am so gonna rest my butt at home today.
but some devil in me is resisting! RAHHHHH.
be good, chanel, be goodddd. =)

watched BEING HUMAN on FRI w them.
THEM includes SAM, CASH, KEN, ERIC, TONG, DAGE & MICHELLE.
poor LING cldnt make it. ya, but i told her tt heng
she din join us. cos the show, NOT VERY NICE.

last night, PHUTURE.
madness madness.
left my camera in the bag, which is at the baggage counter.
so very lil pics. booboooo. =(

ytd, my 5 10 off form. sian. cheeeebehhh.
michelle, you wait me! haha!

you're gonna be gone frm my heart soon.
I SWEAR.
had enough of all this heartbreaks.
you're once so impt to me.
but sorry, you're gonna be nth to me.
cause i have realised,
tt there's something much more impt than you,
something which is worthed more for me to cherish.
goodbye my oncelovedshit.

2010-03-04T18:28:00.002+08:00

HEEELLOOOHAAAA~

how tym flies, it's MARCH alrdy.
dunno wan cry or laugh. cos gonna graduate soon,
but it means, back to worklife. boohoohoo. =(

anyway, CNY dinner w my HTF. =)

GRANDFATHER'S 82ND BDAY.
dont rem the name of the restuarant la. just know it's
near jurong bird park. i tell you, tt dinner is totally crazy. haha.

videos of us going gaga during the dinner. haha!

and then, ytd night, headed to ARENA again.
we just so love ARENA. ♥
headed to REBEL too. =)

CALL ME THE QUEEN OF 5 10. HAHAHA!

P/S:只要你快乐. 记得, 你有我.

2010-02-22T17:07:00.001+08:00

OH MY GOODINESSSSSS! blame myself for being so lazy.
now i got so much to update. faintssss.
srsly, i cant even recall what i did for the past 1 or 2 weeks.
hahaha. very bad memory recently.

11th feb. Samantha's pre 20th bday @ Arena.

thn, 13feb. CNY EVE.
thn, CNY. this year, lady luck not on my side. boohoo.
but, as usual, had lots of fun w my family. =)

video of us lohei-ing on CNY eve.
same la, every year, it's chaos. hahaha!

ok. no more to update alrdy. i think so la.
very hungry. shall have dinner.
heading to JP w ling ltr on.

2010-02-04T15:36:00.003+08:00

stayhome today.
when i woke up just now, i had the sudden urge to
go downstairs & wash the car. but, i think the sun will
kill or at least melt me. hahaha! forget abt it.

had my OB test ytd. i finished lky in 10mins? hahaha!
got 28/30. haahaha! super satisfied w myself. LOL.

cooking my lunch now. half-boiled egg. i just love eggs so much.

&&&, CNY COMINGGGGGGGGG.

ok la, bye.
i'm just being bored at home.

2010-01-27T23:55:00.001+08:00

sch started for almost 2weeks alrdy. trying my very best

not to miss any lessons. except for last fri & today. hahaha.

cldnt wake up. kua kua kua. bz w project & blahs.

anyway, i'm lky so fcuking mad bored to the max now.

kendrick is on night shift this week & he drove the car to work!

NO CAR = NO LIFE.

& tt ling went prawning w her hubby. & sam is lazy to go out!

RAHHHHHHHHHH~

no sch tml. shall pack my stuffs. get some things done.

impt mission tml night. haha!

sch on fri till 1pm. heading in to JB for shopping w ling, sam & ah tong.

sat, heading to chinatown at night. ya, go there squeeze only.

sam's great idea. hahahaha!

CNY coming.

Mani, NOT DONE.

Pedi, NOT DONE.

Haircut, NOT DONE.

Colour, NOT DONE.

Shopping, ALMOST DONE.

Daddy's bday on 12 FEB.

have not got a present.

Sam's bday on 13FEB.

have not got a present either!

OMG OMG OMFGGGGG.

thn exams also coming soon. walau, time, I NEED TIME.

OH YA! i finished watching "YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL"

ohmeegod. so damn awesomely niceeeeeeee.

i'm lovin tt main actor so muchhhh. =)

ok, bye.

P/S : I MISS MY LOVE/HTFssss. ♥

2010-01-18T03:49:00.001+08:00

one word : sianssssssssss.
reason no.1 : sch starts tml.
reason no.2 : there's lesson almost EVERYDAY.

1mth of holis ended. & the torture comes again tml.
RAHHHHHH. &, i suppose AF result will be out tml?
OMG OMG OMFGGGGG.

anyway, had lots of MJ session the past week.
LOST & LOST. nbcb.
LADY LUCK LADY LUCK, COME TO MEEEE ! HUAT AR !

&, did quite alot of shopping too.
wahahaha. cny shopping, i love it.
at the same time, shop until broke. haha !

anyway, started watching another dramamama.
korean drama. YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL. 是美男啊.
before tt, i was quite reclutant to watch it despite
quite a few friends intro me. bcos, i tot the guys looked
abit of ~~gay~~.

but, recently, i got so bored. so i watched it.
AND WHO KNOWS, IT'S AWESOMELY NICE !
the guys, THUMBS UP ! =)

one of them is a girl. tt's the main point of the story.
it's abit lky the previous show acted by ELLA & WUCHUN.
sry, but i cant recall the name & i'm lazy to find out the title.
ANYWAY, this korean drama is, NICE !

ok, am gonna continue watching ! bye & nights. :)

2010-01-07T10:40:00.004+08:00

you knw, one night, during supper,
there's this stupidest/funniest/lamest(SFL)
conversation ard us. i mean, me, sam, ken, cash, tong & eric.
tt ling was at somewhere else playing MJ.

i shall not say the root of the conversation.
well, you know, people's lovelife privacy. haha!
all bcos of tt ken correct liaos!

we ended that SFL conversation when we all ended home.
but, when we logged onto FB when we reached hm...

haha, ALL OF THEM, erm ok, US, went GAGA over it !

'IT' as in, ya, those damn erxin names on FB. haha !

ME(Chanel Love Chua) = Baobei (Love) Chua
yes, my LOVEs, i knw, my LOVE is missing frm my FB name.
but, my cousin chged it for me & she forgot to include the LOVE !
thn, when we tried again, stupid FB doesnt allow me to chg !
Samantha Chua = Honey Chua
Ken Zaii = Babyy Zaii
Michael Tong = Dardar Tong
Eric Kong = Saiyang Kong
Goh Yiling = Goh 爱爱
Cash Tee = Sweett Tee

http://www.facebook.com/?ref=home#/chanellovechua?v=feed&story_fbid=237409178793

if you realise, we purposely choose those names tt couples call one another!
hahaha! how funny & lame can we get eh?!

anyway, i'm really superly duperly desperate to add in the LOVE back to my name again.
i'm trying lky EVERYDAY.
anyone helpppppppp?!?! plsssssssss.

ok, photos from Ling's 21st @ Arena. ♥

went lot1 for dinner ytd w ling, her son & emily.
pasta mania. it's been so long i ate tt.
after tt MJ, ling, emily, canice & me !
won! wahahaha! i haven touched MJ lky for 9358726298days. =)

after tt, mac breakfast. sam joined us. home swt home after tt.

heading in to JB lil for some shopping. SHIOK!
& fyi, i have not slept! hahaha! stamina stamina!

2010-01-01T23:02:00.002+08:00

helloooo.
I AM GETTING SO LAZYYYYY TO BLOG. =(

so, a brief one.

19th DEC, MELENE'S 21ST.

then, 21st, melene's actual bday. nightout, nuaing.

last wed, ARENA, w the usual khakis.

then, 24 DEC, XMAS PARTY @ SAM'S PLACE.

26th DEC, STELLA'S 21ST.

then, nxt day, 27TH DEC, Melinda's 21st @ Fort Canning (WHITE STUDIO)
no pics yet.

watched ALVIN & MUNKSMUNKS on the 28th w rach & co.
so duperly cuteeeeeee. =)

30th dec, LING SIS'S 21ST CELEBRATION.
@ THE ARENA. loving arena so much. =)
hell lots of photos to be sorted up. so, will
post them only on the next post. yes, I AM LAZYYYYY.

31st dec, mini-celeb of ling's 21st w z6 darlings.
ICIHBAN SUSHI @ JP.
then headed, sabai for countdown !

slept till 6pm today. woke up, & did hell lots of
packing & tidying. &, I AM SO BORED NOW !

OH, & HAPPY NEW YEAR.
P/S: I DONT LKY 2010. =(

BYE~~ GONNA DISTURB PPLE GO SUPPER W MEEEEEEE.

2009-12-15T04:35:00.002+08:00

CHANEL LOVE CHUA

RACHEL LOVE SUNFLOWER

ALENE LOVE TAN

ELING LOVE KOH

STELLA LOVE LIN

AGATHA LOVE WONG

MELINDA LOVE NEO

MELENE LOVE STAR

GEO LOVE BUFFET

TECK LOVE BIKE

more LOVE to come! hahaha! ♥

2009-12-09T22:40:00.000+08:00

♥
我希望你是我独家的记忆.
today, am in quite a good mood. nvr been in sucha tralala mood
for quite some time already. well, maybe i've got enough slp.
lky finally, slept for 16hours straight. haha!

Rach's 21st @ NSRCC. 28/nov.
super tired day i tell you. drove my sis to MGS then rushed
back to lot1 to meet yun & eling. i tell you, it rained lky
dogs & elephants on my way there. i could hardly see the traffic
infront. super pissed. met the 2 of them already,
bought somethings then off to rach's 21st.
after her party, we headed to jurong hill & nua-ed.
total fun-ness with them. :)
i'm so in love with my HTFs. haha!

Rach's 21st round2 @ powerhouse. 2/dec.

sing sang sung @ topone.

then some random nighout to marina barrage.

i've been good. was home since sunday.
cutting down on my nightouts. i dunno how long i can
make myself stay good. haha! but i have to, cos, AF exam is coming~

after AF exam then it's total fun-ness. :)

got all the fun events coming up. & they are always the main
motivation for me to move on! haha!

13/12 - steamboat with HTFs.
18/12 - pre-xmas lunch with SHRI loves.
19/12 - melene's 21st.
24/12 - xmas party @ sam's hse!
26/12 - stella's 21st.
27/12 - melinda's 21st.
30/12 - ling sis's 21st.

nice way to end my 2009.
but somehow, i aint looking forward to 2010. :(

ok, byebye loves.

was it all you wanted to say when you called?
then i'd wished i missed your call. FCUK.

2009-12-08T21:20:00.000+08:00

1st wake up call.
Went club, got myself dead drunk & missed my AF test the nxt morning.
Super dissappointed with myself.

2nd wake up call.
Was on the way to school today.
In the bus & feeling super unwell.
The nxt thing I knew, I found myself lying on the floor.

I really needa balance my studies and playtimes.
It's seriously affecting my studies.
I felt lky giving up the whole course.
But I'm left with 4 mths. Gonna make it till the end.
Dun wanna dissappoint my parents.

And all the super nightouts tt lasted till morning.
And ending up with not enuf slp, irregular slping tyms.
I'm just destroying myself, my body, my health.

AF examination nxt fri, gotta really buck up.
And maybe I need some luck too.

Anyway, on the brighter side, took back my PM
results & I passed! Ahaha! A motivation for
me to study harder for my AF. & a big load off
my mind.

Ok, I'm superly tired. Off to bed.
Will update abt Rach's 21st & blahs the next tym.
Bye, nights & lovessss. :)

2009-11-30T23:35:00.003+08:00

♥

i loved those sweet-sayings from you.

for that moment, i smiled & my heart melted.

the next moment, i realised this was the shortest lived happiness.

like bubbles, they are gone in awhile.

thank you for that shortlived happiness you gave me.

i'll be willing to exchange those

few moments of smiles for a night of tears.

for i knew those words were never from your heart.

我不寻找爱，因为我相信我的爱一直存在。

2009-11-27T22:33:00.000+08:00

♥
confessions either start something or end something.

town with my darlings. ♥

rest of the nights, met up with rach, yun & co.
chilled ard. totally enjoyable with such simple nightouts.

nightouts are fun. but, all this is causing me to have problem
with my body clock. i cant get to slp until lky 8am in the morning.
so sometyms, i end up w/o slp & went to sch. &, ended up with skipping
afternoon classes.

& damn, i'm sick now. =/

rach's 21st party tml. chanel, get well, get well.

2009-11-26T00:10:00.002+08:00

saw this on FB.
love it. this speaks it all. this speaks my heart.
two thumbs up for whoever wrote it. :)

每個女孩身邊都有一個不是男朋友的男朋友你們可能相愛過，你們也可能喜歡著彼此，但是，為了什麼原因你們沒能在一起？

也許他為了朋友之間的義氣，不能追你。
也許為了顧及家人的意見，你們沒有在一起。
也許為了出國深造，他沒有要你等他。
也許你們相遇太早，還不懂得珍惜對方。
也許你們相遇太晚，你們身邊已經有了另一個人。
也許你回頭太遲，對方已不再等待。
也許你們彼此在捉摸對方的心，而遲遲無法跨出界線。

不過即使你們沒在一起，你們還是保持了朋友的關係。
但是你們心底清楚，對這個人，你比朋友還多了一份關心。

即使不能跟他名正言順的牽著手逛街，你們還是可以做無所不談的朋友。

他有喜歡的人，你口頭上會幫他追，心裏卻不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到。

他遇到困難時，你會盡你所能的幫他，不會計較誰又欠了誰。

男女朋友吃醋了，你會安撫他們說你和他只是朋友，但你心中會有那麼一絲的不確定。

每個人這輩子，心中都有過這麼一個特別的朋友，很矛盾的行為。

一開始你不甘心只做朋友的，但久了，突然發現這樣最好。你寧願這樣關心他，總好過你們在一起而有天會分手。

你寧願做他的朋友，彼此不會吃醋，才可以真的無所不談。

特別是這樣，你還是知道，他永遠會關心你的。

做不成男女朋友，當他那個特別的朋友，有什麼不好呢？你心中的這個特別的朋友...?

是誰呢？

很多的感情，都因為一廂情願，最後連朋友都當不成了。常常覺得惋惜，可惜一些本來很好的友情。

最後卻因為對方的一句喜歡你，如果你沒有反應，這一段友情似乎也難以維持下去，這也難怪有些人會因此不肯踏出這一步。
因為這就像是一場賭注，表白了之後不是成了男女朋友，要不就連朋友都當不成了。

有些事不是你能預料的，或許對方不在意，你們還可以是朋友，但卻已經不如從前的好.

2009-11-19T05:31:00.002+08:00

♥I don't know why we all hang on to something we know we're better off letting go.It's like we're afraid to lose what we really don't have. Some of us say we'd rather have something than nth at all, but the truth is.. To have something halfway is harder than not having it at all.

last wed night, SHISHA & MUSTAFA with ling, sam & cash.

then thurs, we planned to go Sentosa. but, all overslept. haha.
ended up at Orchard then Raffles Town Club.
total shiokness & fun @ RTC. :)

then fri, studied @ Orchard Central.
yes, it's exams, AGAIN. super fcuked up with exams.
yucky, sucky & i hate it. DAMN.

supper with alby at night. been a long tym we had a good chat.
well, i mean, just the 2 of us. :)

sat, headed to grandpa's. then had dinner & off to yew tee pt.
bought new hp! :) SAMSUNG OMNIAPRO.
i bought it not bcos i felt lky changing hp.
i bought it bcos i really cannot stand touchscreen hp anymore.
but, i do love my F480, but too bad, it's touchscreen. :(
i'll miss you, my pink F480.

anyway, stayed over at sam's hse on sat night.
cos, she's shifting hse on sun morning. totally shagged on sun.
ken came over & helped too.

finished with all the shifting ard 2pm. rotted & nua-ed.
till nighttym, fetched dad, mum, dajie & kendrick home. then
headed to fetch cash to sam's hse. then, we all nua-ed there awhile more.

entertainment for the night - LEROY & JERON.

i tell you, both of them totally entertains me. HAHA!
duperly loves the both of them. ♥

mon, did a lil mugging.
tues, IMM with canice, but came back early to continue with my revision.
today, stayed home whole day. studieddddddddddd.
my strategy for now, chiong my notes all the way to 8am.
bathe & prepare. off to tt damn exam. -.-"
gdluck to myself.

my only motivation,
MEETUP WITH MY DARLINGS ON FRI! I SUPERLY MISS THEM LAHS!

2009-11-11T01:22:00.005+08:00

CHANEL LOVE CHUA. ♥

dun ask me what's with this. hahaha.
i just feel lky adding a LOVE in it. LOL.

changed my URL too. sick of the previous one.
and i always wanted to have a url tt contains my name.
so, TA-DA~. relink me ya all my loves. :)

& because i've changed my url, i've to change my blogskin.
i din really change it though. just changed the bg & the image.
the image above proved my laziness. & you realise something?

the heartshape is not even centralised! LOL.

but ya, WHATEVER, i like it! :)

oh yes, back to my oh-so-boring life.

headed to sam's hse on sat night. MJ-ed &

i won! 70bucks! wahahaha!
went to west coast mac to nua on sun night.
& i still cant get my damn SHENTON WAYYYYYYY.

ytd was the last lesson of PM module. & it means, ~~EXAMS~~.
i just hate it. i'm so reclutant to start revising for it!
boobooboo to exams.

supper with my girls this coming thurs!
i'm so craving for my maggi pattaya. yummilicious.

&, i proudly got myself a pink top for rach's 21st! wahahaha!

& lady gaga's new album.

THE FAME MONSTER.

one of the songs, BAD ROMANCE.

totally love it.

i just so love her style.

ok, goodbye my lovessssss. ♥

2009-11-07T04:47:00.003+08:00

stop using those ugly ways to make me see through cruel things.
i had enough of it all, tired of it all, sick of it all.
i hope this ain't your true colours,
i wished i was just being sensitive & have guessed too much.
i tried hard to keep a perfect picture of you in my mind.

if you knew everything & you're just trying to get the attention
you needed & wanted so much, i'm sorry.

i was just being a fool carrying those false hopes.

I JUST HATE IT.

a call from you can just make me so lost.

a sentence from you can just haunt me for nights.

a look from you just makes me go so much deeper.

you don't know how much misery you're causing me.
but, thanks to all the misery you've caused, the love gets lesser.
seriously, don't make me HATE you.

FCUK YOU & I ~~HATE~~ YOU.

2009-11-05T02:26:00.002+08:00

23rd oct. off to boat quay. canice's bday celebration.
drink drank & this tym really drunk. hahaha.

next day, had lunch cum dinner at ajisen with canice.
nighttym, off to boatquay again.

sunday, headed down to sam's hse with cash & co.
the guys wanted to watch soccer. sam & i was just lazing ard.
played a lil' WII after that.

mon & tues, being a super disciplined girl.
stayed home & studyed for my PM test.

wed, sch in the afternoon. then sing sang sung with HTF.
supper at timah then fetched them home. reached home ard 4am.
sent sis to airport at 4.45am. for once, i hated driving. haha.

thurs, retail therapy at fareast with yun.
then headed to my grand-aunt's funeral.
then supper with shan & ling.

fri, headed lot1 for dinner with mum.
nightym, supper again with canice, ling & sam.

sat, eling's 21st at her hse. the bestest thing about her bday
are the food! OMG. i tell you, it's mad delicious. all homecooked!

the 2 ah-siaos at my hse. hahaha.

totally ♥s them!

right after eling's party, we cabbed dwn to SOHO.
Halloweeeeeeeeeeeennnnnn~
Theme : BACK TO SCHOOL!

That is all for the month of October.
I'LL MISS OCTOBER. EVENTFUL OCTOBER. ♥

supper with rach, stella & xueqi on mon night.
i ate sooooooo much. hahaha. totally sinful.

then ytd, supper with ling @ mac. I WANT SHENTON WAY!

previously, i did something so wrong. dyed my hair.
you can see the superly wrong colours from photos tt we went to soho one.
so today, sam dyed another colour for me. so much better now! :)

ok, am superly tired. needs slp.

last but not least, happy 21st to eling & elynn! ♥

不是我变了，我只是没那么爱你了。♥

2009-10-23T01:13:00.004+08:00

Last sat, yun's bday celebration. simple one though.
dinner at cine then off to clarke quay.
great night with my girls, except for my pale-looking face & bad hairday. :(

sch started. 7th module. Productivity Mgmt. dont understand a shit abt it.

heard that everyone passed Law Of Contract. but, Labour Econs, unknown yet. boohoo.

i'm very worried bout my Labour Econs. praying damn hard.

went gym & suana today with sam. & our secret beauty session. hahaha.

damn shiok. but, shagged too. gonna slp soon after this. :)

sch tml. boohoo.

canice's post-bday celeb at boat quay. yayness.

Grand-dad is virtually blinded now due to glaucoma.
Gonna have an op on the 26 Oct.
pls, let the op be a success. plssssssssssss.

gdnight my loves. ♥

somethings, are just meant to be left unsaid.

~~I ♥ YOU.~~

2009-10-20T16:07:00.005+08:00

Take a step back & go back to my life i once loved.
I 'll live my life happier than before.

I have my Happy Tree Friends, z6 & her couz. ♥
I know i can fall on them no matter what happens.

Chanel Chua is back to normal except, happier & crazier!

2009-10-14T19:15:00.003+08:00

C21 is over. 10/10. enjoyed myself. thks everyone who came. the whole thing was lky a dream. i hope everyone enjoyed! loves you all!

Previously, Cash told me they wanted to do a customized shirt to wear for my party.
Then last mon, he called and told me they wanted to order to do the shirt but the person said cnt rush in tym to complete it. Then he asked me if i will feel dissappointed anot. I told it's ok lohs, dun waste money. I was really quite dissappointed though.
Then on tt day itself, halfway through eating, they (Cash, Ken, Tongtong, Eric, Ah-sam) took out the shirts & wore it! hahahaha. i'm lky so..... speechless. hahaha. superly touched. In case you dunno what's 蔡三姐帮, cos ahsam is my cousin, so she calls me 三姐. and cash they all was her friends, so when they knew me, they knew me as 三姐. so till today, they only know me as 三姐. needless to say, 蔡 was my surname lahs. so, this is where 蔡三姐帮 comes from! hahahaha!

I was so impressed when i saw this. Drawn by Ariel. Nice dao~~~~

This was the original one. She's so talented can! Thks babe!

& some other pressies,

Issey Miyake - "Drop of a cloud". Thks z6 darlings! ♥ you all!

FCUK watch from ah sam. i wanted this so much. thks dearest cousin!

Ring from Swarovski Crystal. Gift from dajie. it can be worn as one too! hehe!
stars, i ♥ stars! the taka voucher was from one of my aunt. :)

Present from mummy. Pendant from Citigems. Love it!

Angeline, Ariel & Shiny bought lky 21 different presents for me. was quite an idea to do that. & all 21 items are "SO ME". well, except for the last one. Thks girls!

my 10girls forgot to bring my pressie! hahahaha.
am gonna get it this sat. LOL.

Tons of photos from C21.

My guestbook. Thks to all who wrote on it! :)

13/10, i'm lky finally 21. i so didnt want to turn 21. hahahaha.
anyway, thks for the wishes to all who sent me thru msg, msn or fb.
much appreciated!

ytd, simple celebration. with shan, ling, ahsam, ken, cash, tongtong.
seafood dinner. yummilicious. :)

& ytd night, was lky so down. you have to go back to reality once ur bday is over. haha. thks to someone for the long talk. thks for listening to all my problems & feelings that i always found it so hard to say. thks for the advices & consolations tt i needed so much. you made me realise how easily all these problems can be solved. i really felt better. so much better. ty. :)

ok, gone for my dinner. i'm hungryyyyyyyyy.

2009-10-10T04:15:00.000+08:00

HELLO.

i am in a superly tired mood now, but i'm waiting for something to be done. so decided to come blog 1st.

Tongtong's pre-bday celebration at Cafe Del Mar. Totally enjoyed.

then on 6oct, Tongtong actually bday.
Steamboat at bugis then marina barrage. Enjoyed too. :)

as for today, i so totally dun wanna talk bout it. it's just not my day.
angry with myself for everything. birthday party tml & all this has to happen.
mood totally spoilt. FUCK.

still, i hope i'll have an enjoyable & fun celebration tml.
gonna get my party mood back & leave the shit as they are 1st.

C21. ♥